It's been a LOOONG time...  but, I think it's time to start again.  Some of this, a little of that...thoughts, creations and whatever else comes to mind.  So much has changed in our lives...in 1.5 weeks, I will have a SENIOR in high school, a freshman, a 7th grader and a 5th grader (both in middle school).  I am an almost single mom, working almost 3 part time jobs, none of which are nursing (amazingly and sadly), and trying to be the best I can with what I have.  Daily it is a struggle, daily I have a thousand things going on, or at least a thousand thoughts and so much to do with no time to do it.  BUT, I wouldn't give it up for the world.  I have 4 reasons to be the best I can be each day and I love them more than life itself.  I am grateful to God to have them in my life every day and know that these days are fleeting (sometimes faster than I can even keep up).  I have one year left with my oldest.  ONE YEAR!  Then she will be off to college and our lives will be forever changed again.  I still have that one year though and although she is a teen, it will be (mostly) good.  I will love them all and spend as much time as possible with them all...they are my heart.  So bear with me while I struggle through these times.  I will be here thinking and writing about it all...even if no one reads this anymore.  So here goes...